Wednesday, January 24, 2007
i can understand what jeremy is saying.
he's saying that i'm the worst person in the world and a mere SLUG shldn't limit his dear jnr?
and mandy seems to be contradicting him?
er, except for the part dedicated to me, the slug.
i can't copy it here. =.=
anyway, point is, i think u can think more rationally than jeremy.
compare and contrast!
jeremy thinks that i'm in the wrong and his dear jnr is not. mandy thinks that both of us are not in the wrong. (:
mandy!
thankyou for being amazed at me.
u know what drove me to it?
sheer selfish-ness perhaps? which is what jeremy
may have thought.
i don't see why if she doesn't join swsy, she won't have a life.
sch is the ban of out lives if u didn't realise already.
deadlines are being thrown at us and everything.
i know jc is not easy, and the fact that at night u can't slp because u carry things upstairs to ur room makes u tired during the day and makes u more stressed.
yeah, i understand.
i'm not dumbdumb.
i know i shldn't always ask people to make sacrifices for me.
i'm not a kiddie.
and u don't have to please me with whatever decision u make.
jeremy! u don't only put it crudely, but u put it wrongly HAHAHA.
yes.
the crudely part is out of point alr :(
can't u read my previous post?
i do NOT prefer swsy to the 1 yr of friendship we have/had.i just think that both are impt.and i don't want to lose either.i know i can't have the best of both worlds.are u more blind than me?
yes all players have an equal choice in band.
of course, its ur own life and own brain, no one can decide for u. even if they do, u can don't follow it. since i'm a
mere batchmate, eh?
i'm not limiting u from joining.
i'm just asking a favour of u.
which, erm, u can don't do u know.
nothing will happen to u, i emphasize that point.
yes i'm a pro person so i come up with pro-ed equations! (:
and you're saying that i'm a loser. thanks. i get that alot from yang kexin.
who claims she is the champion of the world. and i'm the loser.
you'd agree wont u? (:
yes, i can read your mind. (: PRO ME.
this is not a serious post, i know.
but its at least better than ranting here, and getting everyone upset?
sure, now u will find every way possible to get me out of swsy. go ahead. throw whatever u have at me.
he's going to main band, sure, mrliao and dear jeremy can go and complain to him. and i will be out the next moment! (: isn't that great for you?
yeah, then u can go join and forget everything that ever happened, and go on with ur "glam" band life, which everyone thinks u have. and everyone assumes i think that way.
the reason why u comlain to me almost everyday for the past few wks and forever, which happens to get on my nerves, is how many audis u have. how u detest playing for band concerts, and its more tiring and more of a ritual than an enjoyment.
yeah, like i don't know what that means.
i'll take a wild guess. and say that you've had too much of band concerts and you're just too stressed cause you think u wouldn't be able to cope with sch work. and u don't want to tell that to ur snrs cause they will just tell u that u shld jiayou. and i will SO TOUCHED that u have nothing to say.
another wild guess would be that u just want to show off. u know u can make it to py and u know you are good. yeah.
HOW PRO.
yeah. great.
yeah, ur dream moves from nycb to mrliao main band to philyouth to swsy/sws.
wow how fickle.
good for you.
you actually can make it for those dreams huh?
so ahead then. you're ur own person.
and no one can stop u.
i can't.
ur snrs will just think you're great for having another dream.
isn't that what u want?
go ahead, call ur snrs. yell at them about how bad i am.
how selfish i am.
go ahead.
then they will bitch back about it all.
won't they.
and you will be SO TOUCHED that you would decide to go and make me
die of shock this sunday.
yeah, your snrs are so great.
they protect you blindly, not knowing my side of the story. even if they know, they will still protect u blindly. why? "cause you are my jnr and i shld care for you! (:(:(:"
what rubbish.
this is the real world.
you ARE alone face it.
whatever cliche things about we'll stick with u, rubbish.
SO TOUCHED by your snrs eh?
i see that Jeremy and all those has seen my blog. cause 50 ANONYMOUS PEOPLE have came and not tag. cowards? go ahead, suan me on my tag. i welcome criticism. i helps u improve you know. and it brings u back to reality, which you think i'm currently desperately lacking?
you know mandy's right.
2 pissed people don't get anywhr near happy.
but, i'm not pissed.
but sure, its not getting us anywhere.
so, why don't i just leave swsy, and u can go there in peace. and not care about how i would feel if i were there.
wouldn't that be great.
yeah, you all will be so happy.
because "i should choose to let go of mi dream for the better picture. / to keep things / to make things back to normal / so that everyone is just as happy as before."
doesn't that sound familiar?
yeah, of course.
thats what u say to get attention.
seriously, this ranting is not getting us anywhere.
and you can fly to protect your snr from these
so oh harmful words using my tagboard. (: so ahead, dish out whatever you can at me. :D
once again, i welcome criticism. (:
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and about a different topic!
what happened today that is not related to that swsy thing.
THANKYOU CELEST!
love the engraving.
yeah, i shld get one for ur horn!
i shld take some pics ONE DAY.
really thankyou.
means alot.
yeah, i hope nycb euphos will be what i saw it first as, and it will remain as that.
thankyou thankyou!!
yeah, i don't know how to express this.
you made my day. :D
with everything that has been going on.
if i post this, someone will think i'm so hypocritical, so i shan't! (:
smart me.
went back rulang.
can't get in cause the baboo wasn't in sch. and the band tcher also. RAH.
i shall get my bro to join rps band.
silver lei, not bad.
celest!
i won't go band on fri.
i shall go to kitty's grave.
yeah.
just read her blog.
a dead blog.
really dead blog.
she seemed normal, at least maybe its because i don't really know her.
i'm will go to her grave.
meet u there celest.
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